عندما أذكركِ كثيراً أتعب و أنام

عندما أذكركِ كثيراً أتعب و أنام

عندما أذكر كم قبلة قبلتيني

ولفة لفيتيني

أتعب و أنام

وأطلب من ربي عندما أفتح عيني

و أصحى من كابوس النسيان

أن أراك أمامي بكل ما أعطاك الله من الجمال

قبليني

نعم قبليني مرةً واثنين و ثلاث

بكل قوة احضنيني

و لا تخافي أن تكسر لفتك الأضلاعْ

فأنا أنتِ

وبدونك أنتِ

و حبيبتي أنتِ

أأحداً يحب الضياعْ

احبكِ

احبكِ
احبكِ و احب السواد في عينيكِ

احبكِ
واحب الشعر الطائر الى قدميكِ

حتى انت بعيدة احبكِ
و كل ما ذكروكِ
و ضيفوني القهوة كما حملتيها لي وحدكْ

انت الرقة كلها
النور عندما تغيب الشمسْ
واللحن العذب عندما تنام العصافيرْ
وتتعب من تكرير اسمكْ

مالهذا الكون يدور في نشوة حبكِ
و مالهذا الرعدَ يضرب الأرض ليرى ظلك
و تبقي انت هنا حبيبتي
ويستمر البحث عنك

The Final Countdown

Do I have to be apart from you to appreciate you
Do I have to be apart from you to know
Do I have to be apart from you ever more
.
When is the time to come back
When does the destiny end
Forgetting we were ever saparate
.
On the edges of the running river
I tried to hold on to its banks
Not knowing my destiny the river mask
.
I tried to grap to passing pleasures
The sweet grapes were so tempting to try
How could I ever know
who is there to guide
.
A silent voice whispers
The ocean is deep enough
To take all who reach
Come back
Come back my love

Come back
Come back fast
This secret is never releaved
Only told in fashion poetry
.
For how far the journey last
For now, nothing is brighter than your light
From now the countdown finally starts


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رَجعتٌ اليكِ

رَجعتٌ اليكِ بقلمي و قلبي

رجعت اليك بعد ان تعلمت الحبَ

بعد النسيان

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رجعتُ اليكِ و رجعتُ الى شعرك الغجري

رجعت اليك و انا ارجف من الخجل

و ما كان نسيانكِ مباح

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ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

ان لم يكن في الاسطورةِ اميرةٌ

و شعر طويلٌ وكتفٌ عار

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ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

و ما حمل سيفهُ و ربح الحرب وحده

ان لم يكن هناك في الاسطورةِ اميرة

وشفافٌ حمر و خصر متاع

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تعالي الي اليوم

كماتاتي الاميرة بلقيس

من تحبه بعد غياب

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تعالي الي اليوم

بقوة و شراسة و حنان

تعالي الي لاقول لك

من ُاعطيَ الحبُ

لا تهمه الصعاب

Waking up to a new world

Waking up to a new world
World of change
Waking up realizing
Everything is not there
.
Death looks at you from every angle
Everything in this life survives
Only for a chance to die
.
Who then survives but the one who creates
The one who was there
Before you and everyone else
.
Thus your life is limited
Perhaps longer or yet shorter
Than you may think
.
What to do but to think
This life and existence
Created not only to entertain
,
A purpose behind every spec of life
So look with your eyes, heart
And Contemplate
.
When you get there
Don't worship but the one
The one who creates
.
The one who never dies
Never had anyone
Son, daughter or a friend
.
To get there
Don't read but the book
The book that never changed

Reflection

If the heart is soft
How can it be hardened
.
If the light is near
Why make the journey farther
.
As the faces change
Something stays the same
.
Are we like leafs
To be dismantled incredibly beneath
.
What matters when you are near
Is what matters within
.
My answer is dependent on that factor
Yours is for you to perceive
.
Think of that before you become
Another deceased

Insights

1. Once you know you are capable of doing both the good and the bad, then only you can choose
2. Life without laughter is the proper definition of Hell
3. There is 2 kinds of music, one that feeds the self and one that feeds the soul
4. life without love is like a candle that never lights up..
5. As long as you have brain you will always make mistakes
6. If Buddha is the master of meditation then Mohammad is the master of appreciation
7. Anger can be mistaken frequently with passion
8. Lovers have big heart and short memory
9. قد جائك تعلم القران (You win)
   

I don't deserve your love

I don't deserve your love.
If God loves you more than I do
If the universe cherishes you more than I do
If the sea is bigger than my hearts' feelings for you
And the sky wider than all the memories that I have for you
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I don't deserve your love
If the birds love freedom more than my love to you
If the trees dance with the wind more than my heart dances for you
If the river flows toward the ocean faster than the eyes see you
And the moon brightens the darkness more than my being lights up for you
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I don't deserve your love
If the eye doesn't cry on hearing your voice
If the ear doesn't listen to you when you call
If the heart doesn't pulsate with you close
And the hand doesn't bring you the stars and joy
.
I don't deserve your love
If your blessings don't cover me in my life
If your smile doesn't revive my dead heart
If your walk doesn't send me to paradise
And your beauty leaves me at night
.
I can hear you say
Our love is born with the sun
Our love doesn't sleep at night
Our love, my love
Will never die

From Father to Son

I love you
I love you with all my power
With all my might
I love you
.
I want to tell you
A small secret today
A whisper like we used to do
When I took you to bed
I love you
.
I want to tell you
From the time you opened your eyes
Till the time I close mine
I love you
.
In my heart you are
In my being and flesh you are
In every moment in time
I love you
.
I have seen many eyes before
Many beautiful faces
But you have passed every post
On your way to my heart
.
What have you brought to me
What effect have you had on me
Am I loosing my mind
Intoxicated trembling at night
Wondering
Will you be on my side
When I die

Love and Hate; the most powerful forces in the universe.

I believe that everything we do, every thought and every action is triggered by one of two forces, Love or Hate.

Pure love is the most constructive force, while hate is the most destructive of all.
Neither is good or bad, it is just how it is. I believe our minds are very unique of being able to choose between the two and it is never pure one way or the other all the time.

When you are in love, you are whole, you are enjoying life, your cells are happy, your digestive system is working well and everything looks like it is going in a surrender mode, the whole universe is a good place to be.

Pure love is not meant to be the romantic type, which is difficult for some to understand. In fact when you are in love, you don’t need anyone to love or share your feelings. It is a state of mind and you become the joy itself manifested, you know you exist now and that “Now” is the perfect place to be.

When you are in pure hate, everything looks hell. The universe is simply a hell place to be. Everyone is working against you, nothing works as it should be, you are a victim and you wish everyone would just disappear, or you may just want to end up your life “or others” and get this misery out once and for all.

Although we can engage in one of the extremes, it is more likely that we all go back and forth between the two forces, engaging one end more than the other and thus painting our perception of life based on that.

The westernized new age thoughts, such as the great writer Donald Walsch and many others, believe that there are 2 forces, Love and Fear. This seems to be a pure westerner idea or notion. In the east, Buddha was very clear of the three poisons which are Hate, Desire and Ignorance, fear is not there.

Even if we suggest that Fear is the underlying cause, then what we are doing is just putting the responsibility of our hate on an underlying cause. A very westernized approach. “You are not responsible, you have fear inside you”, or, “you need to feel secure and that will get rid of your anger” and etc…

Instead one should face oneself, that one feels hate more than love completely by his/her choice, be aware of that and ask for it to be change if so desired. Fishing for the underline cause is a loophole that never ends, wasting ones life by trying to find out how he/she behaves and why.

Say I Am You

Just Come

You.. ahead
Sit with me
I'd like to know you more
Before it is too late
.
What you're asking for is irrelevant
I ll tell you the secret
To your life and the next
Come with me
.
You ve been asking
Yet you're here
In your current form
blood and bones
.
It is irrelevant
what is important
is this cup of tea before us,
come with me
,
The search is here
Yourself exists in them
And them in you
Just come
,
Follow the hand that points to the heart
Touch that hand and kiss it
Before it leaves
,
In your heart is your circle
Your own family, your friends
Me and you when we meet
Forming another circle, just come
.
What you want exists right here
before your eyes now
In your children's eyes
In your wife's smile
In your parents
Your friends
.
Anything postponing your joy is a lie
Anything separating you is a lie
Count the minutes you're living
Not the minutes to your death
.
Buddha was right when he said
What hurt most is your tongue
Mohammad was right when he said
Take care of your parents
Heaven lies underneath mothers' feet
.
Be loyal to your friends,
Hence the holy grail
Jesus would say
Be there, respect them with love
And be free