احبكِ

احبكِ
احبكِ و احب السواد في عينيكِ

احبكِ
واحب الشعر الطائر الى قدميكِ

حتى انت بعيدة احبكِ
و كل ما ذكروكِ
و ضيفوني القهوة كما حملتيها لي وحدكْ

انت الرقة كلها
النور عندما تغيب الشمسْ
واللحن العذب عندما تنام العصافيرْ
وتتعب من تكرير اسمكْ

مالهذا الكون يدور في نشوة حبكِ
و مالهذا الرعدَ يضرب الأرض ليرى ظلك
و تبقي انت هنا حبيبتي
ويستمر البحث عنك

رَجعتٌ اليكِ

رَجعتٌ اليكِ بقلمي و قلبي

رجعت اليك بعد ان تعلمت الحبَ

بعد النسيان

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رجعتُ اليكِ و رجعتُ الى شعرك الغجري

رجعت اليك و انا ارجف من الخجل

و ما كان نسيانكِ مباح

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ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

ان لم يكن في الاسطورةِ اميرةٌ

و شعر طويلٌ وكتفٌ عار

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ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

و ما حمل سيفهُ و ربح الحرب وحده

ان لم يكن هناك في الاسطورةِ اميرة

وشفافٌ حمر و خصر متاع

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تعالي الي اليوم

كماتاتي الاميرة بلقيس

من تحبه بعد غياب

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تعالي الي اليوم

بقوة و شراسة و حنان

تعالي الي لاقول لك

من ُاعطيَ الحبُ

لا تهمه الصعاب

Waking up to a new world

Waking up to a new world
World of change
Waking up realizing
Everything is not there
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Death looks at you from every angle
Everything in this life survives
Only for a chance to die
.
Who then survives but the one who creates
The one who was there
Before you and everyone else
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Thus your life is limited
Perhaps longer or yet shorter
Than you may think
.
What to do but to think
This life and existence
Created not only to entertain
,
A purpose behind every spec of life
So look with your eyes, heart
And Contemplate
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When you get there
Don't worship but the one
The one who creates
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The one who never dies
Never had anyone
Son, daughter or a friend
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To get there
Don't read but the book
The book that never changed

Reflection

If the heart is soft
How can it be hardened
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If the light is near
Why make the journey farther
.
As the faces change
Something stays the same
.
Are we like leafs
To be dismantled incredibly beneath
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What matters when you are near
Is what matters within
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My answer is dependent on that factor
Yours is for you to perceive
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Think of that before you become
Another deceased

I don't deserve your love

I don't deserve your love.
If God loves you more than I do
If the universe cherishes you more than I do
If the sea is bigger than my hearts' feelings for you
And the sky wider than all the memories that I have for you
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I don't deserve your love
If the birds love freedom more than my love to you
If the trees dance with the wind more than my heart dances for you
If the river flows toward the ocean faster than the eyes see you
And the moon brightens the darkness more than my being lights up for you
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I don't deserve your love
If the eye doesn't cry on hearing your voice
If the ear doesn't listen to you when you call
If the heart doesn't pulsate with you close
And the hand doesn't bring you the stars and joy
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I don't deserve your love
If your blessings don't cover me in my life
If your smile doesn't revive my dead heart
If your walk doesn't send me to paradise
And your beauty leaves me at night
.
I can hear you say
Our love is born with the sun
Our love doesn't sleep at night
Our love, my love
Will never die

From Father to Son

I love you
I love you with all my power
With all my might
I love you
.
I want to tell you
A small secret today
A whisper like we used to do
When I took you to bed
I love you
.
I want to tell you
From the time you opened your eyes
Till the time I close mine
I love you
.
In my heart you are
In my being and flesh you are
In every moment in time
I love you
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I have seen many eyes before
Many beautiful faces
But you have passed every post
On your way to my heart
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What have you brought to me
What effect have you had on me
Am I loosing my mind
Intoxicated trembling at night
Wondering
Will you be on my side
When I die

Just Come

You.. ahead
Sit with me
I'd like to know you more
Before it is too late
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What you're asking for is irrelevant
I ll tell you the secret
To your life and the next
Come with me
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You ve been asking
Yet you're here
In your current form
blood and bones
.
It is irrelevant
what is important
is this cup of tea before us,
come with me
,
The search is here
Yourself exists in them
And them in you
Just come
,
Follow the hand that points to the heart
Touch that hand and kiss it
Before it leaves
,
In your heart is your circle
Your own family, your friends
Me and you when we meet
Forming another circle, just come
.
What you want exists right here
before your eyes now
In your children's eyes
In your wife's smile
In your parents
Your friends
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Anything postponing your joy is a lie
Anything separating you is a lie
Count the minutes you're living
Not the minutes to your death
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Buddha was right when he said
What hurt most is your tongue
Mohammad was right when he said
Take care of your parents
Heaven lies underneath mothers' feet
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Be loyal to your friends,
Hence the holy grail
Jesus would say
Be there, respect them with love
And be free

Saying Good Bye

How many times she asked
How many times he answered
How many times they let alone
Their feelings after
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How many of her smiles he remembers
Her voice still echos
In his ears laughter
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Does love really exist
She asked
What can he say
The heart can only answer
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When you see a lover, stop searching
He maybe counting leafs
Or standing naked on the beach
Looking for an answer
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When you find a lover
Ask him for the secret pouch
For the magic potion
And accept a smile in wonder
.
Perhaps money can buy
Pay for that you ask
The heart knows not
The meaning of danger
,
Even the sunset is different now
The moon looks sad
The clouds higher
And the birds
Forever gone
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She wanted to say her last good byes
A moment short for all the eternity
Together they smiled one more time
Perhaps it wasn't meant to be
Perhaps the taste of wine
On her lips was meant
For another

Learning to love

I'm learning to love,
My love
Give me a chance
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I'm learning to say your name out loud,
My love
Give me a chance
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Today, tomorrow don't matter
The daylight is your hair
The night is your touch
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I'm learning to spell two words
Your name and mine
In one sentence
On the sand
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I'm learning to love, my love
Teach me, take my hands
Drown with me
And let me kiss you
On the lips, nose
And ears
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I'm here to learn, tell me more
Whisper closer in my ears
Tell me you love me
Louder I can't hear
..
I'm learning to love,
My love
Give me a chance

Blessex

Words of sexual freedom forbidden
In utter numbness, hidden
Without it you wouldn't be risen
Strange things happened
When you smile it is accepted
When you laugh more the merrier
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Free is one thing everyone agrees
Yet you speak a word of pleasure
Frown everyone be
Monks and priests
Shaved heads, beards ridden
Fantasy of utter weirdness
Sexual beings should be labeled sinners
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Restricting oneself from what.. I wonder
Can't they see your flow of energy
The love between creatures
Love, Love not jealousy
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Sex for others mistaken for all that you can be
Forgetting joy, the premiere of life in front of Thee
Bless can be found everywhere an eye can see
Don't matter if you are climbing a tree
Or in the labs of a being lovely
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No reason to choose
When you can have it all, believe you me
This world has given you all to experience
Live this life you don't have an eternity
Your body now, a gift with nature temporarily
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The oneness in all beings created equally
To be touched, felt, enjoyed, ultimately
We are children of God in the literal sense
Blessed may you be
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The Struggle Within

Struggling within to find the light
Perhaps this is your choice
To be born or not
Yet, here and now flow
While time passes by
.
Who are you and who am I
Don't ponder for long
Do, be still
To find the answer
Within
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Open your eyes wide
Fly like an eagle in the sky
Life is yours to enjoy
No one will help you
but your own magnificence within
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So what is next lies with
What happened at yesterday's end
Where are we going,
You and I are the reason
For all that happened and felt
.
Many times you dreamed
Wanting to do this and that
Help everyone, or simply forget
Now, is another chance you get
To change your dream
Better it until the last breath
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And once every few hundred years
Thousands or millennium
Short in the universe time period
You finally wake up.
Sometimes with a kick
But you will always
Appreciate all the mishaps you did

I Pray For You

I Pray for you,
My brothers and sisters
I pray for you
.
I pray for all you've gone through
And ask, you follow the path
The path that brings you joy
I pray for you
.
This world seems with no end
Yet with closed eyes
Your light shines
I pray for you
.
Looking beyond
Looking now
When future melts with past
I pray for you
.
Freedom is your birth
Love, compassion is yours to get
You create with your thought
Infinite worlds forever with no end
.
Perhaps I saw you once
This life or perhaps another passed
I honor you and love you
To let you choose your path
.
I pray for you

Just Come

Keep your distance
I'm not into what you may believe
Some will risk and come,
Others will run with relief
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Soft words fallen
Like rain in the distance
Far, yet you believe
.
I may not know the words
Nor the meanings behind
But the rhyme has always been unique
.
Your hurt and pain
Your laughter when all went in vein
When the heart aches
With longing, the screaming has never been the same
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Where are you my dear
Hidden like Shams when Rumi found him thought by luck
And like the moon, suddenly He disappeared
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Come to me, you in the far
I see it in your eyes,
rare in the dessert sky
Come and risk it all
Just come

The Story Of The Two

I swear
By what, she said
He said by your eyes that are haunting me everywhere
Not convinced demanding more
He said by your hair
by your smile
your taste
.
By your eyebrows
When you say, I love you
I love the earth
Beneath you
under your
legs
.
By your mouth
When you come to my dreams
When I run after you like a faqir
When I jump the moment I hear your name
When my heart sink after you leave
When I need a smile to live
Day by day I swear
your are inside
me everyday
.
She said, don't be sad
I will send you two kisses
one in the morning and one at night
I will remember you when I eat
My food will be your thoughts
your crazy comments
your wild dance
your hands
Don't be
sad
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And that was the story of two lovers
That nothing could separate them from each other
Not the sea, sky nor land
The end, however is not precisely known
perhaps different in every time zone
maybe based on you, and maybe on her
that I am not really sure
but I know for a fact
they will always remain true
and their story will always be
a mystical experience to everyone it is told

What can I do

What can I do,
When all I can see is you
.
What can I say
When your scent dances in front of me
,
Where will I go
When your shadow disappears only to reappear
.
Look at my eyes and tell me
I can still exist without you
,
Look at my hands and force me
To feel something other than you
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Why are you sending me far places
When you know at the start my journey ends
,
Dance with me my sweet
Dance, let me see your hair
.
Turn around, show me your beauty
Let me drink one more glass
,
You long, I feel
You swear you'll never leave
.
I long, you cease
And the words flow endlessly

The Dancing Circle

Your hope is close or far if you may
there are countless ways
Countless
less
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You don't need to be
A Muslim nor Jew
Nor a Christian
Or a bamboo
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You don't need to be
Buddhist nor a monk
nor a preacher
in the dark
.
Come I will show you
How to count, No...
Not your blessings
But your grunts
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Take my hand and let us dance
The air around us is waiting
The music has been too loud
Only if you take my hand
You will be able to see
What you call a self
But alas you keep
Going around in
Circles like
a nut
.
One
Two circles
Three and Four
How many more you will learn
The circle doesn't rotate
Only in the middle
When What or How
No..Don't ask!
Just take
my hand
Dance

On This Midnight Hour

on this midnight hour
I remembered you
next to me
you used to sit
.
It happened perhaps
In my imagination
Thrown like sand
In the wind
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Soft music falling
Rain caressing the trees
Where have you been, tonight
Now and yesterday
.
Here and there
I write your name
On the sand of
This midnight hour

The Magic Table

"As the sun simmers with heat
You will find treasures underneath"
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The message was clear
It came to him as he laid down
Head on the center, hands open
on the big magic table
.
He shared his message
And from that day
Every time his son played the violin
The table gave him one dollar to many
.
Years passed
Who knows how many more
The table will give
Until the day truth to his son will be hissed
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Mysteries and fairy tales
We live them everyday
Play with your past
Laugh at all the details
.
How can all be shown
The infinite sea can't stop its flow
You will die once you are bored
To come back as a child playing with baby dolls
.
Until then, here is one fairy I was told

"Open your arms wide, stretch to the floor
And when your prayers are answered, thank the day you are born"
.
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Death, a new beginning or a dead-end?

One says
Life ends
you loose everything you've got
All your money
Your partner and all that good sex
what you painted and what you wrote
What you learned and what you taught
Your ambitions and your dreams
All gone
In a blink of an eye
Nothing, simple darkness
Dissolved forever
Like a leaf
And leafs fall
Sooner or later
You will die forever
And be forgotten
This is happening all around you
Nothing lasts forever
Everything that is born dies
Don't be a fool
One day your eyes will close
Pitch darkness waiting for you
To suck you down
Somewhere where no one knows
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Yet another says
Death is a beginning
A new life
Decisions to make
New planning to take place
Material ambitions don't matter
In that unseen word
Your true self shines better
If you haven't figured it out
New birth you will get
To see and experience all again
For as long as you want
Forever
What was it you admired last time around
Did you love that blond
The rough sex on the beach
The taste of beer
Taste of everything sweet
Life is all yours
Use it or abuse it
You are completely free
Run and scream
Open your arms
Breath all the air you need
Live and don't worry about death
Laugh even when you take your last sigh
Soon after you close your eyes
You will be glad
Your body will no longer matter
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Two scenarios
Both are true
Or so it seems
Another decision to make my dear
Do I know
Hell, No
I am a simple man
Or at least
Trying to be

Open Invitation

Suddenly you get hit with a peaceful wave
Rumbling through your being
Caressing your self
The answer is clear
Don't search for god
Search for your self
Your identity may not be what you attempt
.
My friend in journey
I am thrilled to have you with me
Let us go for a drink
The river is close by
Swim or drink to your fullest
The river is always here
.
Our journey may not last
What is important is to find the key
The door is there for all to see
Thousands paths and only one
Find it alone or with help of a friend
.
Angles and gods I haven't seen
Only with closed eyes
I came close
No tools required much
.
Open your inner eyes
Experience you won't believe
Only Then Speak
.
With love, appreciation and respect
Join me on my quest
.
For You and I may just be grand one