Nice n Slow

غزة

2011-05-15T18:14:00.001-07:00

و حُفرت لغزة مقبرة جماعية
ووضع اسم العرب
على الكفن
.
حفرت لغزة مقبرة لكل ولد
و صاحت النساء
أين العرب
.
يتفاوضون ، ينتقدون و لا يحتفلون
بقلوب نائمةٌ ميتة
كلأزفلت عليها يدعسون
.
يا بلد عربية اسلامية مسيحية
يقتلونك للمرة المليون
وطظ بالعرب من البارحة الى اليوم

عندما أذكركِ كثيراً أتعب و أنام

2008-12-28T23:06:00.000-08:00

عندما أذكركِ كثيراً أتعب و أنام

عندما أذكر كم قبلة قبلتيني

ولفة لفيتيني

أتعب و أنام

وأطلب من ربي عندما أفتح عيني

و أصحى من كابوس النسيان

أن أراك أمامي بكل ما أعطاك الله من الجمال

قبليني

نعم قبليني مرةً واثنين و ثلاث

بكل قوة احضنيني

و لا تخافي أن تكسر لفتك الأضلاعْ

فأنا أنتِ

وبدونك أنتِ

و حبيبتي أنتِ

أأحداً يحب الضياعْ

احبكِ

2008-12-24T13:58:00.001-08:00

احبكِ
احبكِ و احب السواد في عينيكِ

احبكِ
واحب الشعر الطائر الى قدميكِ

حتى انت بعيدة احبكِ
و كل ما ذكروكِ
و ضيفوني القهوة كما حملتيها لي وحدكْ

انت الرقة كلها
النور عندما تغيب الشمسْ
واللحن العذب عندما تنام العصافيرْ
وتتعب من تكرير اسمكْ

مالهذا الكون يدور في نشوة حبكِ
و مالهذا الرعدَ يضرب الأرض ليرى ظلك
و تبقي انت هنا حبيبتي
ويستمر البحث عنك

The Final Countdown

2008-12-23T21:57:00.000-08:00

Do I have to be apart from you to appreciate you
Do I have to be apart from you to know
Do I have to be apart from you ever more
.
When is the time to come back
When does the destiny end
Forgetting we were ever saparate
.
On the edges of the running river
I tried to hold on to its banks
Not knowing my destiny the river mask
.
I tried to grap to passing pleasures
The sweet grapes were so tempting to try
How could I ever know
who is there to guide
.
A silent voice whispers
The ocean is deep enough
To take all who reach
Come back
Come back my love

Come back
Come back fast
This secret is never releaved
Only told in fashion poetry
.
For how far the journey last
For now, nothing is brighter than your light
From now the countdown finally starts

.

رَجعتٌ اليكِ

2008-12-22T22:26:00.000-08:00

رَجعتٌ اليكِ بقلمي و قلبي

رجعت اليك بعد ان تعلمت الحبَ

بعد النسيان

رجعتُ اليكِ و رجعتُ الى شعرك الغجري

رجعت اليك و انا ارجف من الخجل

و ما كان نسيانكِ مباح

ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

ان لم يكن في الاسطورةِ اميرةٌ

و شعر طويلٌ وكتفٌ عار

ما ادعى بطلٌ الاسطورة

و ما حمل سيفهُ و ربح الحرب وحده

ان لم يكن هناك في الاسطورةِ اميرة

وشفافٌ حمر و خصر متاع

تعالي الي اليوم

كماتاتي الاميرة بلقيس

من تحبه بعد غياب

تعالي الي اليوم

بقوة و شراسة و حنان

تعالي الي لاقول لك

من ُاعطيَ الحبُ

لا تهمه الصعاب

Waking up to a new world

2008-12-16T07:41:00.000-08:00

Waking up to a new world
World of change
Waking up realizing
Everything is not there
.
Death looks at you from every angle
Everything in this life survives
Only for a chance to die
.
Who then survives but the one who creates
The one who was there
Before you and everyone else
.
Thus your life is limited
Perhaps longer or yet shorter
Than you may think
.
What to do but to think
This life and existence
Created not only to entertain
,
A purpose behind every spec of life
So look with your eyes, heart
And Contemplate
.
When you get there
Don't worship but the one
The one who creates
.
The one who never dies
Never had anyone
Son, daughter or a friend
.
To get there
Don't read but the book
The book that never changed

Reflection

2008-10-22T12:19:00.000-07:00

If the heart is soft
How can it be hardened
.
If the light is near
Why make the journey farther
.
As the faces change
Something stays the same
.
Are we like leafs
To be dismantled incredibly beneath
.
What matters when you are near
Is what matters within
.
My answer is dependent on that factor
Yours is for you to perceive
.
Think of that before you become
Another deceased

Insights

2008-08-28T09:19:00.001-07:00

Once you know you are capable of doing both the good and the bad, then only you can choose
Life without laughter is the proper definition of Hell
There is 2 kinds of music, one that feeds the self and one that feeds the soul
life without love is like a candle that never lights up..
As long as you have brain you will always make mistakes
If Buddha is the master of meditation then Mohammad is the master of appreciation
Anger can be mistaken frequently with passion
Lovers have big heart and short memory
قد جائك تعلم القران (You win)

I don't deserve your love

2008-07-15T13:28:00.001-07:00

I don't deserve your love.
If God loves you more than I do
If the universe cherishes you more than I do
If the sea is bigger than my hearts' feelings for you
And the sky wider than all the memories that I have for you
.
I don't deserve your love
If the birds love freedom more than my love to you
If the trees dance with the wind more than my heart dances for you
If the river flows toward the ocean faster than the eyes see you
And the moon brightens the darkness more than my being lights up for you
.
I don't deserve your love
If the eye doesn't cry on hearing your voice
If the ear doesn't listen to you when you call
If the heart doesn't pulsate with you close
And the hand doesn't bring you the stars and joy
.
I don't deserve your love
If your blessings don't cover me in my life
If your smile doesn't revive my dead heart
If your walk doesn't send me to paradise
And your beauty leaves me at night
.
I can hear you say
Our love is born with the sun
Our love doesn't sleep at night
Our love, my love
Will never die

From Father to Son

2008-07-10T12:44:00.000-07:00

I love you
I love you with all my power
With all my might
I love you
.
I want to tell you
A small secret today
A whisper like we used to do
When I took you to bed
I love you
.
I want to tell you
From the time you opened your eyes
Till the time I close mine
I love you
.
In my heart you are
In my being and flesh you are
In every moment in time
I love you
.
I have seen many eyes before
Many beautiful faces
But you have passed every post
On your way to my heart
.
What have you brought to me
What effect have you had on me
Am I loosing my mind
Intoxicated trembling at night
Wondering
Will you be on my side
When I die

Love and Hate; the most powerful forces in the universe.

2008-04-28T10:54:00.001-07:00

I believe that everything we do, every thought and every action is triggered by one of two forces, Love or Hate.

Pure love is the most constructive force, while hate is the most destructive of all.
Neither is good or bad, it is just how it is. I believe our minds are very unique of being able to choose between the two and it is never pure one way or the other all the time.

When you are in love, you are whole, you are enjoying life, your cells are happy, your digestive system is working well and everything looks like it is going in a surrender mode, the whole universe is a good place to be.

Pure love is not meant to be the romantic type, which is difficult for some to understand. In fact when you are in love, you don’t need anyone to love or share your feelings. It is a state of mind and you become the joy itself manifested, you know you exist now and that “Now” is the perfect place to be.

When you are in pure hate, everything looks hell. The universe is simply a hell place to be. Everyone is working against you, nothing works as it should be, you are a victim and you wish everyone would just disappear, or you may just want to end up your life “or others” and get this misery out once and for all.

Although we can engage in one of the extremes, it is more likely that we all go back and forth between the two forces, engaging one end more than the other and thus painting our perception of life based on that.

The westernized new age thoughts, such as the great writer Donald Walsch and many others, believe that there are 2 forces, Love and Fear. This seems to be a pure westerner idea or notion. In the east, Buddha was very clear of the three poisons which are Hate, Desire and Ignorance, fear is not there.

Even if we suggest that Fear is the underlying cause, then what we are doing is just putting the responsibility of our hate on an underlying cause. A very westernized approach. “You are not responsible, you have fear inside you”, or, “you need to feel secure and that will get rid of your anger” and etc…

Instead one should face oneself, that one feels hate more than love completely by his/her choice, be aware of that and ask for it to be change if so desired. Fishing for the underline cause is a loophole that never ends, wasting ones life by trying to find out how he/she behaves and why.

Say I Am You

2008-02-26T12:30:00.000-08:00

Just Come

2008-01-18T09:21:00.000-08:00

You.. ahead
Sit with me
I'd like to know you more
Before it is too late
.
What you're asking for is irrelevant
I ll tell you the secret
To your life and the next
Come with me
.
You ve been asking
Yet you're here
In your current form
blood and bones
.
It is irrelevant
what is important
is this cup of tea before us,
come with me
,
The search is here
Yourself exists in them
And them in you
Just come
,
Follow the hand that points to the heart
Touch that hand and kiss it
Before it leaves
,
In your heart is your circle
Your own family, your friends
Me and you when we meet
Forming another circle, just come
.
What you want exists right here
before your eyes now
In your children's eyes
In your wife's smile
In your parents
Your friends
.
Anything postponing your joy is a lie
Anything separating you is a lie
Count the minutes you're living
Not the minutes to your death
.
Buddha was right when he said
What hurt most is your tongue
Mohammad was right when he said
Take care of your parents
Heaven lies underneath mothers' feet
.
Be loyal to your friends,
Hence the holy grail
Jesus would say
Be there, respect them with love
And be free

The Truth

2007-12-25T15:16:00.001-08:00

Truth comes from the heart
There, God smiles
Humbly for you and I
,
Don't study your mind
Go stright to the source
And look deep inside
.
Today I will sing during my prayer times
I will pray during my songs
Come join
.
When the words melt
What is left of you
But your name
.
To guarantee everything
Falls short of guarantying
your own death
,
Life is not certain
The glory is in the must
Thus dying becomes a king
.
So, stop pretending
Consider you will be
with whoever or no one
.
What is the point
Ask yourself that
Then meet me there
On the shore

Saying Good Bye

2007-10-01T11:29:00.001-07:00

How many times she asked
How many times he answered
How many times they let alone
Their feelings after
.
How many of her smiles he remembers
Her voice still echos
In his ears laughter
.
Does love really exist
She asked
What can he say
The heart can only answer
.
When you see a lover, stop searching
He maybe counting leafs
Or standing naked on the beach
Looking for an answer
.
When you find a lover
Ask him for the secret pouch
For the magic potion
And accept a smile in wonder
.
Perhaps money can buy
Pay for that you ask
The heart knows not
The meaning of danger
,
Even the sunset is different now
The moon looks sad
The clouds higher
And the birds
Forever gone
.
She wanted to say her last good byes
A moment short for all the eternity
Together they smiled one more time
Perhaps it wasn't meant to be
Perhaps the taste of wine
On her lips was meant
For another

No matter what

2007-09-10T07:20:00.001-07:00

No matter what you say
I still love you
Each and every way
.
No matter what you do
I still adore you
Everywhere you go
.
No matter where you end
I will follow you
Always to the
end
.
My love
My only one
Truly the one
In my heart
Closely
Stay

When the self speaks

2007-09-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

I Am the self
I have no one ever
I am everyone
Your inner and outer
.
I am the self
I am the He
The She
The It in your sentence
.
Don't bind me to your religion
Don't label me with your decision
I am the self
Here to remember
.
I am Moses on the mountain
I am Jesus when he opened his heart
I am Mohammad when he said his Koran
I am whoever I want
.
I am a sinner
Your worst nightmare
Your self pinner
I am you when you are anger
.
Don't label me with your definition
Time itself will go under
Grab me not, like thin air
I will vanish before you figure
.
Talk to me and you will find
You were talking to everyone
Conversations, treasures
Beauties and wonder

Learning to love

2007-09-04T05:48:00.000-07:00

I'm learning to love,
My love
Give me a chance
.
I'm learning to say your name out loud,
My love
Give me a chance
.
Today, tomorrow don't matter
The daylight is your hair
The night is your touch
.
I'm learning to spell two words
Your name and mine
In one sentence
On the sand
.
I'm learning to love, my love
Teach me, take my hands
Drown with me
And let me kiss you
On the lips, nose
And ears
.
I'm here to learn, tell me more
Whisper closer in my ears
Tell me you love me
Louder I can't hear
..
I'm learning to love,
My love
Give me a chance

Blessex

2007-08-24T09:48:00.000-07:00

Words of sexual freedom forbidden
In utter numbness, hidden
Without it you wouldn't be risen
Strange things happened
When you smile it is accepted
When you laugh more the merrier
.
Free is one thing everyone agrees
Yet you speak a word of pleasure
Frown everyone be
Monks and priests
Shaved heads, beards ridden
Fantasy of utter weirdness
Sexual beings should be labeled sinners
.
Restricting oneself from what.. I wonder
Can't they see your flow of energy
The love between creatures
Love, Love not jealousy
.
Sex for others mistaken for all that you can be
Forgetting joy, the premiere of life in front of Thee
Bless can be found everywhere an eye can see
Don't matter if you are climbing a tree
Or in the labs of a being lovely
.
No reason to choose
When you can have it all, believe you me
This world has given you all to experience
Live this life you don't have an eternity
Your body now, a gift with nature temporarily
.
The oneness in all beings created equally
To be touched, felt, enjoyed, ultimately
We are children of God in the literal sense
Blessed may you be
.

The Struggle Within

2007-08-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Struggling within to find the light
Perhaps this is your choice
To be born or not
Yet, here and now flow
While time passes by
.
Who are you and who am I
Don't ponder for long
Do, be still
To find the answer
Within
.
Open your eyes wide
Fly like an eagle in the sky
Life is yours to enjoy
No one will help you
but your own magnificence within
.
So what is next lies with
What happened at yesterday's end
Where are we going,
You and I are the reason
For all that happened and felt
.
Many times you dreamed
Wanting to do this and that
Help everyone, or simply forget
Now, is another chance you get
To change your dream
Better it until the last breath
.
And once every few hundred years
Thousands or millennium
Short in the universe time period
You finally wake up.
Sometimes with a kick
But you will always
Appreciate all the mishaps you did

I Pray For You

2007-08-20T22:10:00.001-07:00

I Pray for you,
My brothers and sisters
I pray for you
.
I pray for all you've gone through
And ask, you follow the path
The path that brings you joy
I pray for you
.
This world seems with no end
Yet with closed eyes
Your light shines
I pray for you
.
Looking beyond
Looking now
When future melts with past
I pray for you
.
Freedom is your birth
Love, compassion is yours to get
You create with your thought
Infinite worlds forever with no end
.
Perhaps I saw you once
This life or perhaps another passed
I honor you and love you
To let you choose your path
.
I pray for you

Just Come

2007-08-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

Keep your distance
I'm not into what you may believe
Some will risk and come,
Others will run with relief
.
Soft words fallen
Like rain in the distance
Far, yet you believe
.
I may not know the words
Nor the meanings behind
But the rhyme has always been unique
.
Your hurt and pain
Your laughter when all went in vein
When the heart aches
With longing, the screaming has never been the same
.
Where are you my dear
Hidden like Shams when Rumi found him thought by luck
And like the moon, suddenly He disappeared
.
Come to me, you in the far
I see it in your eyes,
rare in the dessert sky
Come and risk it all
Just come

The Story Of The Two

2007-06-08T14:24:00.000-07:00

I swear
By what, she said
He said by your eyes that are haunting me everywhere
Not convinced demanding more
He said by your hair
by your smile
your taste
.
By your eyebrows
When you say, I love you
I love the earth
Beneath you
under your
legs
.
By your mouth
When you come to my dreams
When I run after you like a faqir
When I jump the moment I hear your name
When my heart sink after you leave
When I need a smile to live
Day by day I swear
your are inside
me everyday
.
She said, don't be sad
I will send you two kisses
one in the morning and one at night
I will remember you when I eat
My food will be your thoughts
your crazy comments
your wild dance
your hands
Don't be
sad
.
And that was the story of two lovers
That nothing could separate them from each other
Not the sea, sky nor land
The end, however is not precisely known
perhaps different in every time zone
maybe based on you, and maybe on her
that I am not really sure
but I know for a fact
they will always remain true
and their story will always be
a mystical experience to everyone it is told

What can I do

2007-06-02T12:02:00.000-07:00

What can I do,
When all I can see is you
.
What can I say
When your scent dances in front of me
,
Where will I go
When your shadow disappears only to reappear
.
Look at my eyes and tell me
I can still exist without you
,
Look at my hands and force me
To feel something other than you
.
Why are you sending me far places
When you know at the start my journey ends
,
Dance with me my sweet
Dance, let me see your hair
.
Turn around, show me your beauty
Let me drink one more glass
,
You long, I feel
You swear you'll never leave
.
I long, you cease
And the words flow endlessly

The Dancing Circle

2007-05-30T13:29:00.000-07:00

Your hope is close or far if you may
there are countless ways
Countless
less
.
You don't need to be
A Muslim nor Jew
Nor a Christian
Or a bamboo
.
You don't need to be
Buddhist nor a monk
nor a preacher
in the dark
.
Come I will show you
How to count, No...
Not your blessings
But your grunts
.
Take my hand and let us dance
The air around us is waiting
The music has been too loud
Only if you take my hand
You will be able to see
What you call a self
But alas you keep
Going around in
Circles like
a nut
.
One
Two circles
Three and Four
How many more you will learn
The circle doesn't rotate
Only in the middle
When What or How
No..Don't ask!
Just take
my hand
Dance

On This Midnight Hour

2007-05-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

on this midnight hour
I remembered you
next to me
you used to sit
.
It happened perhaps
In my imagination
Thrown like sand
In the wind
.
Soft music falling
Rain caressing the trees
Where have you been, tonight
Now and yesterday
.
Here and there
I write your name
On the sand of
This midnight hour

The Magic Table

2007-05-21T19:36:00.000-07:00

"As the sun simmers with heat
You will find treasures underneath"
.
The message was clear
It came to him as he laid down
Head on the center, hands open
on the big magic table
.
He shared his message
And from that day
Every time his son played the violin
The table gave him one dollar to many
.
Years passed
Who knows how many more
The table will give
Until the day truth to his son will be hissed
.
Mysteries and fairy tales
We live them everyday
Play with your past
Laugh at all the details
.
How can all be shown
The infinite sea can't stop its flow
You will die once you are bored
To come back as a child playing with baby dolls
.
Until then, here is one fairy I was told

"Open your arms wide, stretch to the floor
And when your prayers are answered, thank the day you are born"
.
.

Quote from the Buddha

2007-04-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

If, in your course, you don't meet your equal, your better, then continue your course, firmly, alone.
There's no fellowship with fools...The Buddha

What is the most important thing you've got?

2007-04-13T12:12:00.000-07:00

I woke up early couple of days ago, around 4:30, my mind was heavy with great buzz. The question was clear, what is the most important thing you've got? What is it? is it God? what do you know of God? Have you seen him? For you God is a Mythology, a theory, a belief system, a word you flip it and becomes Dog! You are trained to seek God but what do you have Now that you most value and experience? Not tomorrow not after a week, NOW!

Is it your job? your money? your family? your desires? your seeking? All these are nothing but contemporary existence of your choosing, sooner or later reality will change and the lake will be calm.

The only thing you ever had and will always have..is your Freedom...
.
You are a free being,
Experience this freedom till the last drop,
It is who you really are,
Free to laugh,
Free to cry,
Free to be happy or choose to feel sad,
Scream it out, Shatter the misery myth,
Live it out without any hesitation,
You are a free being and your essence is made of free stuff
Don't settle for anything less
Cherish it,
Preserve it,
Guard it with all you've got
.
And when you fully experience this
Remember, it is like a labyrinth
In a way it is an intrigue
In another it is forever
But expand it more
And know more
For that
Is your
God

Love Quote...

2007-04-10T16:23:00.000-07:00

"She gathers me, man, The pieces that I am. She gathers them and gives them back to me In all the right order." Toni Morrison

"I have spread my dreams beneath your feet; Tread softly because you tread on my dreams." W.B. Yeats

"At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet". Plato

Happy Easter

2007-04-04T13:45:00.000-07:00

Friend sent me these pics, aren't they adorable? The other question, how can man get himself to harm these animals..I don't know..anyways enjoy the pics, click on each to enlarge :)

The Wizard and The Love Circles

2007-04-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

In his way, he took out a tree branch and with it he started drawing in the sand a circle within bigger, then within bigger one until several were drawn, then he drew an outside circle and again several bigger circles around the smaller ones, when the wizard was done, there was a scene similar when several small rocks are thrown into a lake… Toto was passing by, he sat next to the wizard and the following conversation tool place:

Toto..: Good morning it is a beautiful sun rise

Wizard.: I see you are in good mood.
yes… I am… I feel very good.
That is the problem…
Why master?
Would you find the scene beautiful if the sun hurt your eyes? Or caused you pain? Would still feel the same?
I think not.
That is the problem…. (Looking at the sand again)…
I am completely lost…
Yes, you are… but so are many.
Can you help me understand?
It is about love...
As usual… but what s wrong with what I said…?
When you love you start from where you are going out.. then and only then you should change territories.
I think I need more hints…
How many people have you met that are happy with other people, but with their own they’re not, how many changed their mother tongue and are only proud of their new language, how many take on a new religion and make fun of the their previous one… how many ?
Most did one or more of this…
love, my dear one, is born with you, no differentiation of who and what part of the universe you happen to be… you must learn how to love that first…Then you can go on loving others.
And when that doesn’t happen…?
your whole life becomes seeking a mirage... something unreal... waste of time..
But I know many who don’t like their roommates, brothers who can’t stand each others, husbands and wives that have different paths, countries that have rulers that destroyed them and forced their people to leave… if all these people remained together because one need to love another.. There will be much more suffering in this world.
I never said that they should remain where they are, but when they decide to leave, love should always remain.
I understand…
This is the rule of the universe… it is called “The circles of love”
Oh… what you were drawing in the sand
Yes….
I see… isolated circles all around, and within them there is other circles, we are born in the central of one of these circles, and each one have many circles around him…
And your mission in this game is to cover all the circles… starting from your own, expanding outward, when all your circles are completed only then you should jump to another and another until you become every circle that was ever drawn.

Toto felt a rush of love in his heart, thanked the wizard, and left walking on the sand next to the circles…he thought to himself, he was all over the place covered few circles here and there, his first mistake was he jumped from his circles to others without completing his own first… Oh.. how much suffering this brought about… but now he understands.. now he understands.

The wizard looked at Toto with tears in his eyes, then stood up, wiped out all the circles and looked lovingly at the sun.

Ishaya Meditation..another form of meditation

2007-04-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

I just got a CD from a friend of mine (Thank you Yasmin!) .
The CD was handed to me by someone in a church where I go for another type of meditations Created by Osho.

The representative who handed the CD to me asked me, why do you need that? don't you do your own form of meditation?

Another misunderstanding people have about meditation...

Not only do I participate in Osho type of meditations but I participate in Muslim Sufi type Meditation, Traditional Muslim type meditation, Buddhist type meditation, Kundalini type meditation, Sahaja Yoga type meditation and many others...In fact there is a form of meditation that is mostly formed of just dancing. You get so absorbed with the dance that it makes no difference if you were sitting idle or moving.

The job or the essence of meditation is to go there..to that "space"... that blissful state of mind..to be here in the moment..in the now!

In fact once you participate in any form of meditation with the right understanding for long time, you can easily understand other types of meditations. If you do and still don't understand this point, you got a looong way to go.

This actually relates to one post I wrote earlier (The Game the continuos search of perfection). There is NO specific Best Technique. The street fighter knows that pretty well. In meditation it is exactly the same. Once you reach that "space" it is all you want, how you get there, it s not important, it is just a form of entertainment :)

The myth of tolerance

2007-04-01T10:00:00.000-07:00

In today's' society's, societies pride themselves on being "tolerant" to each other.

In Christian countries, Christians should be Tolerant to Muslims, in Muslim societies Muslims should be tolerant to Christians and Jews, in Jews societies the Jews should be tolerant to Palestinians, on the other side the Palestinians should be Tolerant to Jews... Do you see the problem??
Each one of these groups feel superior to the other therefore, they need to tolerate them.

I remember being asked when I first came to Canada, are you guys tolerant to Jews and Christians? I never expected this kind of question! My best friend is Christian and he works in a Jews area, trading with them all the time. We never paused and thought, let s be "tolerant" to each other! Because WE ARE each other. We know the paths are different, but that what adds flavour to life.

People shouldn't be "Tolerant" to each others, they should BE each other. No one is superior to anyone else. Your religion is your decision. As long you are happy and I am happy, that is really all that matters.

Happy Mother Day

2007-03-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

I was just so busy last week, Here is for all mothers, or future mothers :) we love you all..Happy mother day

Islam The Religion Of Love

2007-03-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

It was 5 o'clock in the morning, thoughts and images flooding my mind, gotta write this before I forget...Why and what brought these ideas? I don't know. Nevertheless it is interesting to just write them down.

Love manifests itself in Islam ALL OVER.

Here are few examples:

1) The first and oddly so, The form of burial
Body gets washed like you are going to a wedding, isn't that amazing?
The body gets wrapped in cotton sheets full of nice fragrance. Why so?
It is because of our appreciation and Love for this vehicle, the body, that took us for this ride on planet earth. Without it how can we experience what we have experienced.
The body is buried humbly with love and gratitude back to mother earth.
If we are so grateful for the dead body, imagine how much we should be honoring our own bodies while we are alive? We really need to do that. Eat proper, maybe Organic food, control our feelings and state of mind, aim to be happy, exercise well and above all love ourselves and accept our physics.

2) All prayers in Islam start with Gratitude
Have you seen the movie "The Secret"? The first thing you have to do before you form any desire toward the universe is to be grateful.
In Islam, the first thing is "Alhamdulelah"; Thank you god.

3) The profit muhammed was humble and kind, his voice was so soft that in the prayer when he preached there was always one next to him to shout the words to the crowd.

4) Salam is a form of salutation. It means Peace. When you meet someone you say peace and when you leave you say peace. You can also be more lengthy and say Salam U Alaikum, Peace be upon you..

The time where Islam is considered a harsh religion, an unjust religion, a violent religion, this time is gone. The sheikhs (priests) who are teaching thousands years old interpretations need to reconsider. Islam is love manifested. This is the way to the divine. Like I talked about before. There are 2 ways to the divine through your heart and through your mind. Through the mind is a technique mastered by calming the mind down and with great focus achieving amazing tranquility and thus leaving the brain ready to receive divine energy, this technique assumes you are the only one that exists until everything else dissolve in you. Islam's technique is through the heart, you only have love and gratitude, you no longer exist only god does, thus dissolving slowly in god's energy. This can be very clear in the writing of Rumi.

Later after these thoughts, I went to sleep again, I saw a dream where I was in a Synagogue. I asked the people there where do you guys pray, they told me right here pointing forward. I looked and there was this big hall with beautiful coverings on the wall. I said thanks and they replied with words I didn't understand, perhaps thank you in their language (I just remember it starts with the letter S). I took one incense and went and sat there on a wooden bench, it is exactly the same feeling, people here are happy and full of gratitude just like anywhere of worship. Another thing I noticed, some words are similar, Arabic like, even the writing I could distinguish some Arabic fonts, we are from the same origin, it is just so obvious I could touch it! I just love these people like my own, in fact they are! We are all one, same origin, same taste, same approach to the divine..we need to be one again, love each other again and share again..The incense was placed on my side and as it disappeared my dream disappeared with it...

Don't wait..

2007-03-12T20:28:00.001-07:00

The sky is open
For you
Now
Don't wait
.
Consider all the changes
Everything you like or hate
A watering of a flower
As beautiful as you
Need no more than a love song or two
.
When the petals start opening
And the angles on your sides
Start dancing
For you
Don't wait
.
Start loving now
For what all this beautiful universe
Created but for eyes
Like yours
Don't waste
.
The future is bright
Inside you treasures
More than you could ever imagine
Just for you
Why be afraid?
.
Go on and be free
Miles a way
Someone is looking with love
Your way
Don't wait

Be a light

2007-02-28T20:17:00.000-08:00

Be a light
For all to see
.
Be a light
When it is dark for me
.
Be a light
Shine magnificently
.
Be a light
When times are rough
,
Be a light
Nothing means much
.
Be a light
For all to see
.
Be a light
For you and me

Univeral Law to take an advantage of

2007-02-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

What you resist persist

What you look at disappears

Donald Walsch, Conversations With God

Sami Yusuf's love to the prophet

2007-02-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

Beautiful voice, full of love and harmony...

Getting to the divine thru your nose..somehow literally :)

2007-02-19T19:46:00.000-08:00

During my meditation last week, I choose to say (silently) the sentence "Who Am I" with every breath. Later during the meditation the following word came to me: ANF (See scanned image).
In arabic this means nose. I understood the message. In meditation it is important to pay attention to your breath. Good, the message then stresses simply on this principle, pay attention to your breath, this will reduce thoughts in the brain, which opens the gate to the divine. But after few minutes I had the feeling to flip the word backward. So Anf became Fna Or in Arabic it means to completely dissolve. In Sufism this is very common word used as the last and most ambition target of all. To dissolve in the divine. You loose your identity and become one with the divine.

Nice poem during relaxing time

2007-02-14T08:40:00.000-08:00

This happened few years back, I was sitting on the train completely relaxed and concentrating on the breath, then all of a sudden I saw this poem show up slowly slowly in front of me (see..I told u I was really weird!)..

To share it with you, I wrote it on piece of paper and scan it since i don't have arabic keys on my keyboard.

A love mystery

2007-02-13T18:51:00.000-08:00

If I tell you I missed you
Would you believe me
.
If I tell you now I loved your every step
and every touch
.
After cloudy days
I still follow you today
Like a shadow
In the rain
.
Silence is one way
To send my love to you
One song at a time
one breath
.
Don't tell me my fate
I refuse to accept
Like a fighter
Thirsty for an end
.
Perhaps your perfume is one way to remind me of you
Perhaps your dark hair manifested itself deep in my brain
Perhaps your eyes opened a new path to my heart,
Or maybe...you always remained hidden there in the past
.
My touch of you will never last
Yet today, I still can feel you
Far apart, still can smell you
Without expectation
Forever

When I die..Poem by Rumi

2007-02-09T09:18:00.000-08:00

when my coffin
is being taken out
you must never think
I am missing this world

don't shed any tears
don't lament or feel sorry
I'm not falling
into a monster's abyss

when you see
my corpse is being carried
don't cry for my leaving
I'm not leaving
I'm arriving at eternal love

when you leave me
in the grave
don't say goodbye
remember a grave is
only a curtain
for the paradise behind

you'll only see me
descending into a grave
now watch me rise
how can there be an end
when the sun sets or
the moon goes down

it looks like the end
it seems like a sunset
but in reality it is a dawn
when the grave locks you up
that is when your soul is freed

Have you ever seen
a seed fallen to earth
not rise with a new life
why should you doubt the rise
of a seed named human

have you ever seen
a bucket lowered into a well
coming back empty
why lament for a soul
when it can come back
like Joseph from the well

when for the last time
you close your mouth
your words and soul
will belong to the world of
no place no time

Rumi
Rumi is a poet and Spiritual Sufi Master. His work was written in Persian and translated to many languages world wide. The translation looses the spirit of poetry but the essence remains.

Meditation part II

2007-02-09T08:33:00.000-08:00

This meditation is made to ensure you recharge your life force and simply to relax.

This involves a specific way of breathing by moving the Stomach instead of your chest. If you watch an infant on his back breathing during sleep you will find that his stomach goes up and down not his chest. However the ability to relax into this breathing habit gets reduced while we grow up. To relearn it, you can start by sitting on a chair straight with your feet apart and breath. While you breath-in push gently your stomach outward. At the beginning if may feel artificial but after few days it will start being a normal habit.

Now, for the energizing part, lay down without any pillow or anything to elevate your head, it is also advisable to cover your body. The cover of the body actually is advisable during any meditation. Because the relaxation opens up the pores of your skin and you may invite un-wanted energy or simply cold.

Now, make sure there is absolutely no noise (you can use ear-muff if you like), and envision the air going down while your stomach goes up (You can place your hands on your stomach to feel how it is going up and down), then envision the air leaving you while you breath out... that is it. If you find that you are so relaxed that you want to sleep, that is perfect but don't change position. Stay on your back with no pillow.

When the energy circulates the body very well, you will feel warm or hot air going into your stomach..you can't mistake that when it happens. So keep noticing for that and if it does happen, just remain relaxed and keep the same concentration on the breath..

Usually I do this after the end of working day, I start the breathing and sometimes I feel the hot air and then end up snoozing for about 5 minutes, I get up once the body is filled just like a battery being charged and ready to continue an active afternoon..

Life Of Buddha

2007-02-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

My Summary or points I liked about this movie:

Nice review, featuring Dali Lama and historians.

1) The emphasis that the Buddha was just a normal person, despite of apparent few myths. These myths mostly have symbolic gestures.

2) During meditation, Prince Siddhartha's meeting with his darkest consciousness, what s called Mara. This Mara basically will try to throw your concentration away by giving you stories or such that are perceived during meditation as pure reality. This is what is called in Islam, I believe, "Shaitan" or Devil. Thus this Devilish thing exist only inside us and part of us although we usually don't distinguish it during our daily lives. However, when meditating for long time, it will come.

Note.. I took out few paragraphs to make it short and sweet :)

Mother Earth..Please forgive us

2007-01-26T09:54:00.000-08:00

It poured rain today
Wonderful smell in the air
A simple thanks won't do
Come, raise your hands
Pleasure all yours
.
Would this earth stand
Human negligence
Without her
Would we stand
.
You have given us
All that we need
Heaven in your blue sky
colors and trees
.
Yet we forget
Greed
Selfishness and stupidity
Override
.
Please forgive us
Please forgive us

100 Words Formula For All Of Life

2007-01-12T16:36:00.000-08:00

Hope is the doorway to belief, is the
Doorway to knowing,

knowing is the doorway to

creation and Creation is the doorway to

experience

Experience is the doorway to expression,

expression is the doorway to becoming,

becoming is the activity of all of life and the

only function of god

What you hope, you will eventually believe,

what you believe you will eventually know,

what you know, you will eventually create,

what you create, youwill eventually

experience, What you eventually experience, you will

eventually express, what you express you will

eventually become.

This is the formual for all of life.

"Home with God" - Neale Donald Walsch

Death, a new beginning or a dead-end?

2007-01-11T08:58:00.000-08:00

One says
Life ends
you loose everything you've got
All your money
Your partner and all that good sex
what you painted and what you wrote
What you learned and what you taught
Your ambitions and your dreams
All gone
In a blink of an eye
Nothing, simple darkness
Dissolved forever
Like a leaf
And leafs fall
Sooner or later
You will die forever
And be forgotten
This is happening all around you
Nothing lasts forever
Everything that is born dies
Don't be a fool
One day your eyes will close
Pitch darkness waiting for you
To suck you down
Somewhere where no one knows
.
Yet another says
Death is a beginning
A new life
Decisions to make
New planning to take place
Material ambitions don't matter
In that unseen word
Your true self shines better
If you haven't figured it out
New birth you will get
To see and experience all again
For as long as you want
Forever
What was it you admired last time around
Did you love that blond
The rough sex on the beach
The taste of beer
Taste of everything sweet
Life is all yours
Use it or abuse it
You are completely free
Run and scream
Open your arms
Breath all the air you need
Live and don't worry about death
Laugh even when you take your last sigh
Soon after you close your eyes
You will be glad
Your body will no longer matter
.
Two scenarios
Both are true
Or so it seems
Another decision to make my dear
Do I know
Hell, No
I am a simple man
Or at least
Trying to be

Open Invitation

2007-01-03T17:56:00.000-08:00

Suddenly you get hit with a peaceful wave
Rumbling through your being
Caressing your self
The answer is clear
Don't search for god
Search for your self
Your identity may not be what you attempt
.
My friend in journey
I am thrilled to have you with me
Let us go for a drink
The river is close by
Swim or drink to your fullest
The river is always here
.
Our journey may not last
What is important is to find the key
The door is there for all to see
Thousands paths and only one
Find it alone or with help of a friend
.
Angles and gods I haven't seen
Only with closed eyes
I came close
No tools required much
.
Open your inner eyes
Experience you won't believe
Only Then Speak
.
With love, appreciation and respect
Join me on my quest
.
For You and I may just be grand one

Remembrance Of A Monk

2006-12-28T07:20:00.000-08:00

My passport should be returned to the Japanese authorities, and the report of my death should be made lawfully. I am a man without a country but, after all, the law is the law. I am a homeless monk, therefore there is nothing to be left to anyone.
Remember me as a monk, and nothing else. I do not belong to any sect or cathedral. None of them should send me a promoted priest's rank or anything of that sort. I like to be free from such trash and die happily.

Nyogen Senzaki- Zen Monk

Changing Of Self

2006-12-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

"Outer circumstances don't need so much effort to be changed but
the inner lethargy is centuries old. The unconsciousness is so primitive, its roots are so deep, that it needs a total determination
on your part, a tremendous determination, a commitment, a deep involvement. You have to risk all. Unless that happens it is
impossible to change yourself, you will remain the same."

Osho

Who Am I, Poem By Rumi

2006-11-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

What is to be done, O Moslems?

for I do not recognize myself.
I am neither Christian, nor Jew, nor Gabr [Magian], nor Moslem.
I am not of the East, nor of the West, nor of the land, nor of the sea;
I am not of Nature's mint, nor of the circling heavens.
I am not of earth, nor of water, nor of air, nor of fire;
I am not of the empyrean, nor of the dust, nor of existence, nor of entity.
I am not of India, nor of China, nor of Bulghar, nor of Saqsin;
I am not of the kingdom of 'Iraqain, nor of the country of Khurasan.
I am not of this world, nor of the next, nor of Paradise, nor of Hell;
I am not of Adam, nor of Eve, nor of Eden and Rizwan.
My place is the Placeless, my trace is the Traceless;
'Tis neither body nor soul, for I belong to the soul of the Beloved.
I have put duality away, I have seen that the two worlds are one;
One I seek, One I know, One I see, One I call.

....RUMI.

Law of Opposites and Freedom of Choice

2006-11-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

From an observational point of view, everything in nature comes in pairs. Any adjective has its opposite. Bright/Dark, White/Black, Happiness/Misery, even conceptually god can't exist without the devil. Having said that, if things are measured that way, then the universe is balanced. The more happiness there is, the more unhappiness will exist somewhere else...Like it or not.
What we are offered, I think, is freedom of choice, to choose between happiness and Misery.

I think generally people don't wish to be only happy. They relate happiness to worldly pleasures and desires. But desire can't be satisfied, the more you eat, the next day you want more and more, you get a Honda you want Mercedes, you get Mercedes you want the latest, you marry the most beautiful you still desire another...Desires differ from person to person but they are all unattainable in the long run.

Happiness becomes last on your wish list. Another reason for not putting it first, is because you may be granted happiness but on the expense of other items, the beautiful car, the promotion you always wanted at work..Etc. I think even consciously if people are offered to be more happy or offered another materialistic wish, they will choose the latter. Happiness can come later. So, it gets pushed and pushed till the last day of your life..

So to change that, you need to place your Joy and Happiness above all. Don't concern yourself with the miseries of others for now. Take care of yourself first then turn to defend other's miseries because if you don't, you will be sucked into their miserable hole.

The universe doesn't care about your choice, or in fact it will honor it either way. If the whole earth decides to be miserable, it will be perfectly fine and happiness will be found on some other planet...

On me dit

2006-11-17T09:00:00.000-08:00

If anyone can translate this to English please do so..And lemme know

Quelqu'un m'a dit
by Carla Bruni

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The point of let go

2006-11-14T07:44:00.000-08:00

Two souls meetings on different grounds
beside the tree next to the fire
They did not ask names
only her hair found place in his lantern
.
How beautiful, how real
Their shadows drawing one painting
On canvas meshed with desire
.
As his hand touches her silky body
He realized how lucky to be there
Next to her
Feeling her
Smelling her
Eating her
.
You are mine, He said
She looked at him with a smile
Without any response
Breathless, in her own heaven
Speechless
.
She let her arms spread, carelessly
Her eyes lit with spark with no comprehension
Sweat mixed
As the universe expanded uncontrollably
.
With burst of laughter and cries
She let go of all her worries
And let her climax cover every inch of her body
Shivering undeniably
.
What a man can do
When faced with such a beauty
When his prayers are meet
Not by god but an instant release of her fragrance
,
What a man can do
When faced with such a desire
Surpassing anything he could have wished for
Turning love into physical purity
.
When beginnings have no ends
The point of letting go is timeless
That point of melting defies logic
Even time stops then
.
Her relaxed legs still wrapped around him
His tired body still covering her
Rolling slowly
For one more
one more

Osho, Strange Consequences

2006-11-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

When Friedrich Nietzsche Declared "God Is Dead", F*CK became the most important word in the English Language... (funny but Careful,Adult Language in the video)

(About Friedrich Nietzsche is a German philosopher who reasoned that Christianity's emphasis on the afterlife makes its believers less able to cope with earthly life. He argued that the ideal human, the Übermensch, would be able to channel passions creatively instead of suppressing them. His written works include Beyond Good and Evil (1886) and Thus Spake Zarathustra (1883–1892))

What is love.. the wizard asks

2006-10-31T08:44:00.000-08:00

The wizard asked his dispels
What does love mean to you?
How do you know you are in love?
.
Such simple question
Everyone had an answer
Knowing deep inside
A mystery will be soon told
.
"Love is when you scarify
Your life without any regret"
.
"Love is when you talk
Of children playing in the park"
.
"Is it love to others?"
One disciple needed to know
"Or is it the unconditional kind?"
.
"Then what is a love to a woman?
"Isn't that a different kind of romance?"
.
When everyone quieted down
And noise was no longer around
The wizard stood up
Glowing in full delight
.
Love to a flower
Is the love to a flower
Don’t mix...
When you look at a yellow flower
See the rainbow in its petals
And know very well
They are smiling
Back at you
.
When you smell a Jasmine
Know it is the only thing that ever existed
Without it your life will be meaningless
Know that in in your heart
.
When you love a woman
Patiently find every cell
Worship every part
.
Everything is made for you
The lashes on her eyes
The pimples on her cheek
.
Touch her
Knowing you are closest to god
Than any human being
.
Her softness is what you were created to see
Her lips are what made you be
.
Talk to her hair
They have the divine secrets
.
Draw on golden plate
Her breast
And hide it away from every envious eye
.
What can I tell you more, my friend...
What can I tell you
.
My heart is melting
My tongue is heavy
.
All that is remain to say
Has no meaningful purpose
.
Know and search for your love
For that is your purpose
Blend in its magnificent water fall
Drowning...
Drowning.....
Drowning.........
Nearing the bottom
.
You will then realize
When you forget your question
The answer will be found

On Meditation

2006-10-30T20:05:00.000-08:00

So I thought I will write some about meditation...why not ? It s probably the single most misunderstood topic. In a very simple manner, let s start. This may go on and every time I feel like I will probably write a bit more...

Definition: Meditation is a way to clear your mind.
Why? The intention is to live more happily and finding that joy that is unconditional on your current situation or on the world's.

Our happiness can not be drawn from satisfying desires. If you look everywhere, you find that desire has a beginning and an end. First you desire something, then you satisfy your desire then the desire is gone until you grave it more. All work of the brain. So from this, you can see that the brain itself is the originator of all desires, so controlling your brain will control how happy you want to be.

How? A beginning stage of how to control the brain is to make it concentrate on one thing at a time. Even during your waking moment when you are typing or washing dishes try just to control your thoughts and think only about what you are doing. Later, when you have more time, you can sit quietly and close your eyes. The closure of the eyes will draw more ideas or sometimes strange ideas. In my opinion, after you close your eyes, the brain facilities will think that you are relaxing to go to sleep, in another word dream time :). This is the time to watch your brain and its thoughts. From experience, it is better just to watch for at least 15 minutes without doing anything then concentrate on one thing such as the breath.
Counting the breath is a very old technique and very effective. Just count from one to 10 very slowly with each breath and little pause between. This is an attempt to control your own brain. You will find that while you are counting, thoughts come and go. Later on, thoughts frequency decreases and a pure joy will evolve.

...to be continued :)

Sex and Religion

2006-10-30T19:58:00.000-08:00

Have you noticed most religions are against sex one way or another.. we grow up thinking sex is bad, always related to something that is not good. It s good only when we are bound by religion contract (marriage).

First sex itself, is absolute necessity to life. like the flower that blossoms a blue sky that marries the clouds, river flowing..and so on. So restricting it is against nature. In my opinion even restricting it with partners is also against nature. To be with one partner is absolutely fine, but should not be a religion nor an ethical choice, it is simply a choice done out of freedom. This leads naturally to speak of freedom...

Everything done out of freedom and joy is what nature intended it to be... Joy is your key to freedom and freedom is your key to joy...it is a multifaceted key..Once you are free, you can't do anything wrong. Misery is a human concept we love to attach to. We do things and get stuck to things that give us misery. Even we feel somehow guilty when we are too joyous and we may hide our joy from others.

The joy feeling is not restricted to anything... being joyful is your utmost right in life...it is who you really are and what you intend to grow to..it is your ultimate goal...regardless if there are misery around you or not.

Sex itself is an expression of Joy... a special blossom of joy..it s the joy that can be shared the most..in regular circumstances where sex is done through love...it is one gift of the universe to us

All current religions understood this wrong. I am very confident of that. They all think the ultimate point is way in the future.
Muslim Jews and Christians have the target in heaven while eastern religions the target is Nirvana or not to reincarnate. What you are left with is many rules of don't and dos so that you end up in that most joyful place...
The most problematic face with this school of thought is that it s the future where joy lies.. in fact it is the opposite.. Joy is here in this second, and the only way to get there is by being completely free, and when you are completely free, nothing you will do can hurt others or cause misery..living in peace and having understanding and ethics between people is a by-product of being free not the target.

Sex and Women control by religion: First women, in my opinion, are much more free in sex, they are not tied to an objective as men are (ejaculation). Man is racing to that point where women are just enjoying every moment, in fact after they reach orgasim the party starts. So religion is afraid of freedom and thus afraid of women as well. Religion being controlled mostly by men are afraid of women's freedom..The women always are much more powerful in the bedroom turning men to do anything for that peice of ass if you like to think of it this way...so better control them, control the situation, control their families and put lots of fear in their minds so that they can also control their children..

Finding the key

2006-10-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Brief conversation

2006-10-25T11:31:00.000-07:00

She asked him
While lying on his bare naked chest
Have you forgotten
.
No word came out
Silence and his breath
Resonating the empty space
.
Now he can’t think
How can he not forget?
.
In the shadowy night
Exist handful of warriors
But only one lover
.
Through his eyes
Welcome god
In every respect
.
What else to be said
Nothing at least for now
.
He looks at her
She looks back
For the first time
With all her senses
.
Finally, she understands
Now,
They can be
One

A Wishful Thought

2006-10-25T11:28:00.000-07:00

You have destroyed me
Just to make me stronger
.
You have loved me
Just to make me a lover
.
In your world of silence
I have evolved
.
In your world of wisdom
I have grown
.
For whom would I repay my loan?
To whom this creation belong?
.
I have wondered about you
Thousands times before
.
Yet I am still searching
Trying to remove the veils of the unknown
.
Few have understood
Fewer made it all the way home
.
Running to you my lord
Leaving to you is all I deserve
.
When the sun shines through
When the clouds are dissolved
I am with you
This time..alone

Why the worries

2006-10-25T11:21:00.000-07:00

Why the worries why the sadness
When you got love, that what matters
Forget the misery, there s much
Nourish that which really count
.
For a lovely heart, to you I speak
Wherever you are
Dance me the eternity
.
Touch everyone with kindness
Love everything with great desire
World half visible half you can't see
.
Respect, native people knew
Their elders plenty of wisemen
Appreciation you don't often see here
.
Mother earth, you are in my heart
Forgive us our forgetfulness
We are nothing without you, to you I plea
.
Light the fire, sing with me
Let our heart join together
Maybe an illusion but existence I know real

Freeing you

2006-10-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

If god was a Pot
And I was too
Would that make us both two?
.
Everything seems to be connected
Yet so strangely
Isolated in between
.
You.. The universe
I am talking to you today
I am talking to your essence within
I am shouting her name
Can't you hear?
.
Why the trees can't speak?
Why can't they bring her to me?
.
I have asked
For so many days and nights
Yet not even
A strand of her hair
Was carried to me
.
I played every music note
I sang every magic theme
Yet you ignored her cries
and pleads
.
I will repeat my question to you
Until you hear
I will fight every soldier you have
Until you open your eyes and see
.
Open your prison door
Let her escape your iron doors
I will keep asking
Until you release her to me

Did you think of me today

2006-10-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

While the pigeons danced in ecstasy
I wrapped a letter sealed
And whispered your name
In their ears
.
Did you get my message today?
Did your hair cover the trees
.
Did you feel my love today?
Through mountains and seas
.
Did you remember the kiss today?
Did your flesh breathe
.
Did you see all the notes today?
Did you hear
.
Was I in your mind today?
Before you went to sleep
.
Did you say our prayer today?
Could you let it be?

How can I be

2006-10-25T11:18:00.000-07:00

How can I be
When every single cell
Says your name
In me

How can I be
When a mention of your name
Every cell
Pulses with life
In me

How can I forget
When every heart beat
Carries your eyes
In my blood stream

How can I forget
When the wind
Carries your scent
To me

How can there be
Flowers without rain

How can there be
Love without pain

In Case you ask

2006-10-25T11:16:00.001-07:00

You asked
How much I love you
.
And I say
My love for you, my love
Blocks the sun rays
.
My love for you
Is louder than thunder
And softer than falling rain
.
My love for you
Is stronger than a sharpened blade
And weaker than flower scent
.
I told everyone your name
I started with the sea
And I finished with the farthest stars
I could see
.
I told everyone about your eyes
I swore to them by your long hair
.
I told them you are there
In the songs of every bird
In the sunshine and in the rain
In the smile of every child
In the dance of every lotus flower
In the tears of every sailing wave
.
How can I tell you more
All words fall short
Of what I want to say
I can only blame my pen
The languages
The short journey of myself
.
I will only say
To love you is to live
To love you is to laugh
To love you is to forgive
To love you is to dance in the rain
.
To Love you is to talk about you
Until everyone hears
Until everyone learns
Until the last sigh
Until the last breath

How can I escapre your love

2006-10-25T11:16:00.000-07:00

At night, in the dark
As clear as the daylight
Your eyes are attacking me
Sharp arrows to the heart
.
What can I do...
To escape your love?
.
In my mind
In the emptiness
There are only your eyes
.
Dancing with the breeze,
In the snow
There is only your smile
.
What can I do...
To escape your love?
.
Are your eyes running after me
Or is it just a dream
With endless stars
.
I wish they would go to sleep
Even for only a second
So I can laugh again
And cry
.
What can I do
To escape your love?

Broken Glass

2006-10-25T11:13:00.000-07:00

Where are you running?
It s right here,
Can’t escape it
Never knew future or past

Where are you running?
To a future thought?
To a distant pleasure?
Or a memory in the past?

You can't escape it
You never knew but now
Past and future are illusions
That don't last

Now, My friend...
Now,
You will always be here
We will always be here
When there and then become one
Future and past

Don't worry about your broken glass
Nothing last
Because... the glass...
Was meant to last

What did I do to deserve your love

2006-10-25T11:11:00.000-07:00

What did I do to deserve
your love

Whenever I try to run
away from your love
I get pulled back
forcefully,
to your ocean

Whenever I try to run
away from your love
the moon reminds me
you are still there

Whenever I try to run away
I find myself
lonely in the desert
with no one there

Finally I decide to let you win
and float away
forever
on your waves

What did I do to deserve
your love

You and me

2006-10-25T11:09:00.000-07:00

If everyone understands
That everyone is
What is common

Between you and me
exists our purpose
I hear help cries and fear

If we just understand
that help exists
in our own dream

Help the self
the stars will shine
to light the sea

When you are lonely
remember me
I the one who created you
and made you see

You and me my friend
there's only you and me
there's only us
there's only me

How much more beautiful can you be

2006-10-25T11:06:00.001-07:00

How much more beautiful can you be
The birds 'r playing with your hair
Signing a song
How much more beautiful can you be
.
Spread your wings
Cover me
Let me cry on your shoulder
How much more beautiful can you be
.
Every time i think there is an end to your love
your surprise me with another kiss
Or hug
How much more beautiful can you be
.
Here it is
My life and my love
I put all my belongings
And all my gifts
I put all my feelings
And all I have
For one more kiss from you
How much more beautiful can you be
.
Take me and be with me
Come to me and don't leave me
You are what I was looking for
In the garden
How much more beautiful can you be

The Climax of self

2006-10-25T11:06:00.000-07:00

She whispered silently
no one could hear
Although He was many miles
Her whisper in his ear clear
.
She asked for help
Only He can heal
Come..come to me
I need you here
.
He has no secret knowledge
No real power
No Magic carpet
To fly him near
.
This is a language known only to lovers
This is the secret of all secrets my dears
When time looses its essence
And all the birds fly in perfect harmony
Oblivious to any storm, only need to be free
.
How they met
Is still a mystery to this day
But everyone knew, at night
They melted in the fire of their love
Becoming one for night so brief
.
The two souls merged together
As their flesh became one
They were making a new legend today
New world, Harmony and peace
.
His touch was the wind flowers seek
Her body became a music instrument
A flute for his lips
Hungry but not fierce
.
Her cry was music the whole world could hear
Sending shivers to the spine of their eternity
Exploding with passion
Turning into fire, storms no one could bare
.
Let your long hair flow tonight
Cover me like leafs cover the trees
Cover me my dear
Forever is now, don't resist temptation so real
.
I have become addicted
Completely intoxicated with your beauty
Turn, let me see
This angle, no that one
Each one a precious painting
In one night, what can one archive?

The warrior and the flower

2006-10-25T11:04:00.000-07:00

The warriors rode their horses
Sped across the desert
Fearing no one

Storming against the wind
Moving from town to town
Restless, pointing their swords
Fearless, lashing against the sky

One Day, one early morning
They went across the desert one more time
But once they got to a pond
One warrior suddenly stopped

It was the same pond
In the middle of the desert
That no one cared about

In the middle of the pond there was a flower
A purple flower he never noticed before
He stared at it in wonderment
Wandering how come he crossed the desert so many times
Passing beside it so many moon nights

His friends started calling him
Yelling and screaming

But he heard no one
Nothing, expect the wind
Passing through his long hair
Whispering music in his ears
He laughed and cried
And wiped his tears away

At last His friends left him behind
Thinking their friend went insane

Slowly he sat on the ground in humiliation and love
Asking forgiveness
From the flower, the pond, the wind
From the sky, the moon and the sand

Many days passed by
And his friends crossed the desert again
Once they got to the pond they remembered their friend
They stopped, looked and searched
But all they found was his cloth on the ground

They didn’t understand
And they roamed the desert leaving the pond behind

Few of them noticed, however
That there was another purple flower
Beside the one that was there
Looking up in wonderment, humiliation and love.